Female feeder/male feedee is one of the rarest fetishes to find content for, which is both disappointing and strange. You'd think "man gets doted on and unconditionally loved" would be a far more common and catered to fantasy. Instead it's almost impossible to find. Men doting on women, yes. Women doting on men, no. There used to be quite a bit of written stuff in certain web archives, but as the older parts of the internet have died or fallen off the back of the digital bus, it's become rarer and rarer. Most sites don't even have tags for it, or any particular way to find it.