Forever Alone

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It never ceases to amaze me how easily vanilla can be warped into something like this. The many powers of netorare are at work folks.

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This is why it's pointless to argue about stories like these: Mahiru's parents are giving her support and yet nobody is questioning her whereabouts after being missing for several months, Tooya has enough material to get those people arrested and yet he crawls into denial mode.

@mythological: He's watching the tapes they made together, over and over again.

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......... Shown drugs on video send copy of video to states to fbi or police they MUST find them if they say its not there case send another letter telling that if they dont take acction it goes on net then states would be shamed for not protecting exchange stugents.....

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Wait wait im confused, those last pages with her and the scarf ???. that's the future, a video or what ?

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This makes me sad :(

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Yup netorare. Goin elsewhere now.

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I would say that the scarf in this chapter is the same hes wearing in the first one, so its an old video.

But think about the future.

I think she has only a visa for studying and so has to leave the US later.
So when she comes back I don't think that she got any degree, she is drug addicted, perhaps pregnant, she has no bf anymore and I don't think that her parents will support her anymore.

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It's okay. He can keep watching the happy videos. The good side of her will live on, as his Waifu.

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Good end. And it's not like this was ever planned to be vanilla and then warped into netorare, Erect Touch/Sawaru is always about hardcore and extreme situations. The vanilla was to make a good contrast for the later breaking so that it has that much more impact, which is something a well-written netorare story should always do. You need a reason to care for the characters involved instead of just dumping it onto them in the first few pages.

Fantastic work.

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wow he broke...

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I totally feel that i am reading a story by ShindoL with the art of Erect Sawaru. It works but Erect Sawaru is better off with his medieval stuff, the elfs and tentacles. Hope he doesn't make a career turn now.

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I know that everyone in Japan has a deep understanding of the AMERICAN LEGAL SYSTEM, just as I'm sure you've read the entire Japanese penal code.

If you haven't, then perchance shut up. Go cap, cause it's porn. It's not like you're reading it for the deep, complex stories.

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dang i didn't get the ending did she ever came back?

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What's a thorat ?

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i think its a recollection,so the dude lost it and think that the video is real or something like that

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Tch... I really want to see an NTR in which the guy goes Rampage on everyones asses... Something like "give... me... your... BLOOD!!!!!"

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This was so sad.

I was urging the Main character to just fly there to check up on her after she stopped sending the videos.

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ok... i dont understand that ending is that last page part of the guy delusions?

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This story is a sad, about a girl who went insane after being raped, tortured and held captive. The Mind break is a form of madness when the girl suffers sexual abuse can happen to the man to deal with the loss.
The mechanism of insanity arises when an event extremely arduous and distressing to the individual reaches their threshold of tolerance and in response, your nature uses madness as "last resort" to cease these pains. So "the tortured spirit breaks, so to speak, the wire of your memory", allowing the individual rescue temporarily its integrity. This amnesia part of a conflict between the will and the intellect and, if any content is painful for the will, this prevents the conscious Intellect of such content. And the memory wire if fills the gaps left with fictions, looking for a refuge in dementia against the suffering that goes beyond your strength.
The Mahiru in the USA fell into the hands of a group of rapists who tortured physically and psychologically, in addition to being raped what rocked your psychic structure completely, making her lose touch with reality and that's why they show sweet with their rapists. She began to imagine that their rapists would not be cruel people who abuse her physically and emotionally, deprived of their freedom, as a way to fool yourself and believe that you want to have sex with those strange men, to make less cruel.
Already the Tooya began to see old videos of Mahiru and think would be new video and imagine after she came back to him, he imagines he's been betrayed and dumped, not supporting it, he began to fantasize that she left those men and returned to him.
The Mahiru has chances of remembering his passion for Tooya when is regatada by the FBI and undergo psychological treatment to overcome the trauma. I doubt she wants to have sex besides her boyfriend.
Sex became a form of escapism from suffering, while the girl gets sexual pleasure, she doesn't think in solitude and his captivity. The only thing in the console of our miseries is fun, and yet it is the largest of our miseries. Because this is what prevents us mainly thinking about us, and that makes us lose callously. Without it, we'd be in boredom, and this boredom took us to seek a more solid out of him. But the fun is distracting us and makes us insensibly to death.
She would have sex to forget his captivity and that is far from Tooya.
She does not react to rape during the videos is because it was kidnapped by a group of rapists and subjected to torture that affected his sanity and not because he liked having sex with all those men.
When a colleague of Tooya is until he and realize that's not okay and Tooya investigate his room, look at the tapes, will find out about the abuse and in the end the FBI will be fired and get the rapists.

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Good job, great translation, hopefully you can translate other works by this artist

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I remember first reading this in uni 2011, and stumbled upon it just now, and just from the name, despite not having seen it for nearly a decade, I recalled it vividly. Definitely one of those stories that sticks with you.

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